day off
I can’t remember the last time I had a day off during the week and I’m so excited that I’m not sitting in my chair waiting on or waiting for customers to come in today. *YAY* The down side though is that I have about a million things on my mind that I could do today and at the same time Ir eally just want to do nothing and enjoy being in our new house. I’m working on making a plant hanger, so I could finish that. Or I have a future pair of shorts cut out and laying next to the sewing machine that I could work on. Or I could organize, clean, relax, blog, sleep, read, cook, bake… anything! No matter what I choose to do though I know the day will go by all too quickly and before I know it we will be laying in bed getting ready to go to sleep so that we can get up to face another boring day of work. It’s kind of sad that life has become fatalastic in a way for me. When I’m at work I crave 5pm when I get to leave and go home. Then the evenings go so fast and from the moment I walk in the door I know that in the blink of an eye I will be getting ready for bed and then waking up to another day of work. So fatalistic and boring. Where is the adventure? Where is the hope and the passion? I lost it somewhere in the boring world of working a 8-5 job. Maybe I should take those classes at the community college. I was thinking about taking an online accounting class and trying to learn how to do taxes and personal finance. It’s like once you get out of high school you have a one shot chance at choosing the right major and if you choose one (like psychology for example) that won’t provide you with a good job when you get out, you are pretty much screwed. So maybe my skills would be better put to use with accounting. Either way it would be fun to learn something new. Even though my job would still be painfully boring, I could at least be engaging my mind in some way.
*mjh*
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